I realized today that I’m changing. It feels good. I have in the last 2 months worked out more than I have in a very long time, I’ve dropped sizes in clothes but this change isn’t even about weight, it’s about the change that has happened on the inside. I WANT to work out, I want to move and sweat, and feel my heart pound. It makes me feel good to be active, I want to be the mom that runs marathons, and works out all the time because it will instill in my children the importance of a healthy life. I normally fret and yell about change, but this change, this change is awesome. I love it!
I never have been lazy, I’ve always worked, kept a “neat as a pin house” pulled my share of weeds, mowed plenty of grass but when it came to ME, I was lazy. I didn’t invest in myself. At this point in my life I am investing in me. I am saying the laundry can wait, the dishes will still be there. I’m getting that work out in, I’m running till I can’t stand it anymore. I LOVE this change. It’s completely awesome.