Just having one of those evenings when I see baby pictures on FB and hear status’ updates on FB about ultra sounds and think this is never going to be us. The 2 week wait kicks my ass. I waited 3 years to undo my stupid decisions, I wish I could just blink and see to pink lines. I find myself being irritated with (what I deem) unfit mothers in stores or on TV and think there is no justice. WHY do they get babies whom are unkempt and ignored and we are ready, willing, able and above all READY to have this gift and there are days when it feels like it’s never going to happen. Do other TR mom’s go through this? UGH. CD22 of a 30 days cycle. I guess the good news is tomorrow it’ll be only 7 days until I can test. And I’m fighting the urge to buy an early detection test like nobody’s business.
Too Weak Wait August 5, 2011