HCG ~ 1700+
Transvaginal ultrasound showed a gestational sac in the uterus. Progesterone 14. Things look good…real good. But we’ll rescan on Friday just to see if a yoke sac is present and God Willing a heartbeat.
As I sat in the little room at the doctors office I peaked out the window and within my field of view I saw 4 crosses on top of a church next door. It gave me peace. Peace that My God Is Faithful, God Is Good, God Is Just. No matter what that scan showed me I knew it in that moment that all I already knew to be true, was true. For some reason those crosses were a sign to me. I am humbled to have gotten this far in having another baby. What a Gift our God Gives us. I know that this baby is not mine, he / she is not my husbands, he / she belongs to God. I will never lose sight of how blessed we are to have conceived at all. It was not my testing, charting, reasearch. It was and will always be a gift from above.